What I Missed...

I missed.....

> my childhood time....
> my day during school, matrix and universities...
> the time that I have passed out all events and moments that happened in my family...
> a person that always inside my heart and my mind...
> the time that I have spent with a person that always in my mind...
> all my old lost contact childhood friends...
> all my friends wedding day invitation...
> my best friends...
> my free time in UK..
> my families...
> my parents...
> and the most...I missed you Allah!..Subhanallah...Allahuakbar...whenever I closed to you everything that burden my heart will always disappeared..

My new family member..

I never write any event right on the day it happens into my blog. I always wrote something when I remember to write it down. Just came back to this blog after a several hectic and busy weeks; marking out exam papers and do vetting for grades..(such a relief!). On the 21st May ago, one important thing had happened when I received a new family member....my first baby girl!!....i mean a niece. Yea, I have become an aunt!..first time!

However the geographic has separated me from being with her. She'll be taken away together with her mum to Penang for the 'pantang' period. Therefore, I wouldn't get the chance to meet her till the Eidul Fitri this September as my time will start get busy because the new semester will be opening soon...so sad!

Chameleeya...forgive auntie for not welcoming you on the first day when you arrived..but do meet auntie in September ok!

I dont want to awake!...but this song...

Aku tersentak langsung tersedar
Cuaca dingin menambat hati yang kian rawan
Terbayang seribu
Kemungkinan
Tergerakku mendakap kau pun hilang..ooo
Dari pandangan

Tomok and Umbrella??!!!

Watching OIAM last Friday really surprised me. Tomok sang Umbrella!!!??? Well...it really worked. I just loved the new arrangement of Umbrella making me forgot about the original melody. Hmm..dont think that this entry is to support Tomok as I'm not his fan at all...BUT....still can't denied the improvement and talent that he really had.
Rock on!!

Me and The Ocean

Me and the ocean are really connected....

1) My snorkeling team during the degree study


2) One fine windy day at Portobello Beach


3) Ride a boat

No wonder now that I'm working near the sea too. This God creation really magical as it's not only supply the seafood to mankind but can also be some sort of mind therapy. Looking at the sea not only makes me feel calm and fresh but also reminds me to so many special moments in my life ....and also to this tongue twister : She sells sea shells by the sea shore...really twisted my tongue somehow during good old school days...

After Sometime.....

It has been 3 month since my last entry...and it also has been 3 months since I returned home. Two months after came home...I struggled with so many things...the weather, the food and most important...myself. I realized that even I've already home but something is still missing. Those two months really the hardest time for me to cope-up. I had very bad fever for 3 weeks since the first time my feet stepped at the airport. Taking pills does not give any effects that time till I was proposed to get an injection to cure the fever.....fuuuhhhh.....It could be because of the weather or.............but the doctor said that I got virus infection ( what kind of virus?...dont ask me...the doctor didnt tell)



Actually, I got no internet connection at my house in home town. But now already have one after moved into my own house. Now, already start working and built my career. It's really hectic and busy life...even sometime in weekend had to spend my time doing work...(really miss the student life). Even though I'm no more a student...but still have to mingle with student...i mean mingle with student life.

Well...I will start keeping update this blog from now on...but it just a matter of time to write something.

Roger n Out..

Cheese Cake and A Promise

On the 4th day of 2009, I have make my very first 100% attempt in baking a cheese cake in order to fulfill my promise to someone. Before this it is always a team work. However, it took almost 10 months to fulfill the promise. Actually too busy with work and sometimes the person asking to adjourn the promise. Well, finally I managed to do it.

Fruity Cheese Cake is the name. I used fresh green apples and peaches to decor the cake and poured jelly on top of it to make it firm. Let the person taste first and see how the respond... ;)

Alhamdulillah..

Just after performing the Asar pray, the good news arrived. The doa has been heard. Alhamdulillah...very soon gonna meet all the people that I missed. Hope that everything will works well...insyaAllah.

GoodBye 2008!

2008...a year that has brought many memorable moments in my life either sad or happiness. None of it will be forget, in fact its the best moments happened in my life. Spending whole year study in oversea has make me realized what life is all about. The journey towards the end of year has give impact to my life generally as a human and especially as a woman.

2008 experiences will be my teacher of all time. I still remembered one Vice Chancellor from a university has spoke that the true teacher is the universe.

The most happy moment of 2008 is when I had managed to step in Paris and spending 5-days of holiday there and reaching the top of Eiffel Tower on my birthday. It was really the best day of the year. However, life can never be perfect with happy moments only. The miserable feeling and moments will come to complete the circle and 2008 has give me 2 major test. One of it will remain deep in my heart and the other one keeps pounding my head. God knows everything and there will always something/reason behind what has happened.

I pray that 2009 will be the year of love, prosperous of success, happiness, health and wealth for my life as I have met "a way of success" in 2008 that really brought smile, joy and happiness to my life when ever being together. Guess will never meet the same "way of success" anymore just like the one...unless...

Welcome 2009!! and...2008 in memory-Good Bye!